Yes, you dissappoint me..you did. Not even one of my boys ever did this kind of thing involving you knw what...never. But you, the 1 that i trusted, the 1 that i look after, the 1 who is loyal to MZ no matter what which i see that you are too loyal and in love with MZ....did this. It hurts...

What your mum and dad said is for your own good. Its not a lie or what..but its a fact at times. You have to reflect on it bro. We just had a quality time together. We spend our time at granny's place as usual to spill out things..we did. I was hoping that i could knocked some sense into you, could change you, you inspire you just the way i did with the rest.....

It makes me feel low...damn low. As if i have not done enough in guiding you ppl for a better and a meaningful living...i failed. If not, things won't be like what is happening now.

The first time when Ayam brought you in, i was proud. I see that you have the talent. But as day passed by, i could see that you started to change. Im your bro...thats what you confess and you declare to people. But do you knw that at times i don't feel what a brother should be treated by his younger brother? Which is respect....i still close an eye for you and the rest. I never teach all of you to be rude, rough, irrespectful etc...never rite?:) I was hoping when i take you as my PA, it helps you better. Where you will be close with me, learn as much frm me and may one day take over MZ when im no longer around.....can't you simply grant your brother's wish? that's all he wanted. not more than that. I want your life to be meaningful that you will never regret of living in this little earth and with the people ard you who treasure you, who love you, who care for you...

Bro, no matter what, you are still a brother to me who still need my guidance for a better and a meaningful life. I knw and i sense that. Im willing to forgive you but, i really want a change from you. This incident is a wake-up called for you. Itupun if you sedar. It is a wake-up called.....remember what Abg Fi said....jgn sampai org........(i dun have to complete the sentence. i mentioned it during the quality time). Everyone will forgive, but they will never forget. But once they cannot forget, learn frm that incident and NEVER repeat ANY stupid mistake anymore...

I have heart, i have mercy..but i think, you really need to seek from HIM above for forgiveness as you have hurt a few hearts that really love you bro...only HE can help...that is how im now, all thanks to HIM...

Love

Your Bro