Assalamualaikum...

Just arrived home from the Heart Centre for my medical appointment. I have expected it..and yes it is true. I have to undergo another surgery next Wed. My lungs is getting weaker causing it to collapse and react slowly.

Coughing seems quite bad for me. It do hurts my backbone at time. Well, what can i said? Its all in His Hand....

I received a call frm "someone" asking me about my qualitfication etc...some of you might knw what its all about. It is really demoralising, making me feel down on earth etc...but i knw i can. So as you my boys (PAZFAR). Always remember, it will never an easy task especially to carry out the duty of Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. But, you have to stand for the right no matter what.

Remember every single thing that i have taught you. The 5 element to lead a happy life.

Love Allah as he is your Creator, Love Prophet Muhammad .s.a.w as you are His follower, Love your parents as without them you will not be in this earth and lastly, Love yourself. InsyaAllah you will then find the true happiness in life.

I could only hear "be patient and be strong..." is what been playing in my ears...and yes, InsyaAllah i will.....