Hey....just came home from settling some stuff for wisata. Gosh, EXPO is around the corner. Im so so so excited + nervous + stress = @#$!? watever....
Hopefully everthing is in order. Well, i was given a wake up call by my PA on certain things...infact, a common things but it really touches my heart. He came to fetch me to Arab St (Concourse to be exact to settle the goodies for the wisata trip which is next week. But it was no longer there..wth..). It was normal for him to enter the house and waited for me to welcome him in the living room. when i sat down with him, he told me that he wanted to tell me something. Sound serious...yeah..
Suddenly, he burst into tears...i was shocked. He saw me in tears before but i have not seen him burst into tears before....then, the story start...let me tell you this, this is the best part that i really enjoy, the quality time.
Quality time here mentioned the period where we shared our sorrow and even our joy to one another. Im basically refering this about the boys..Yeah, im their elder bro..It put up a smile in me whenever it happens. because, i enjoy it. I knw, you still need me to be with you. I know that and i sense that. Well, i can only advise and give you tips on how to solve your prob etc, but you are the 1 who have to choose the path urself. Not me...i have my own path to choose.
it makes me happy when the quality time is being spend...some prefer through phones or sms. But i prefer one to one talk..as i mentioned before to you ppl, you tell me your sorrow and prob, then? How abt me? Where should i tell mine?...:)
Akar nibung meresap,
Akar mati dalam perahu.
Terbakar kampung kelihatan asap,
Terbakar hati siapa yang tahu....
We talk for almost 4mins or even an hour...i cant denied the fact that i shed my tears also when thing abt the past or what is happening now. Haizzz....but, He knw the best why all this happen.
To my PA: Thankyou for being one of the best pemuda that i ever had as well as being the most trusted person in me now. I see potential in you, thats why i trust you. If you think there is no one trust you, i will.....:') remember, im your teacher, im your friend and im your bro. Will always be there for my boys...trust me:)
To anther PA: im proud of you...but, i really hope to see you changed...i really do. I think i have said to you earlier, you decide...lastly, respect is still needed no matter what...:) i believe, its time for a change. Think, reflect on life, search for the answer, and you will definitely find it...we love you, thats why we care....k bro? :)
