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(سُبۡحَـٰنَكَ لَا عِلۡمَ لَنَآ إِلَّا مَا عَلَّمۡتَنَآ‌ۖ إِنَّكَ أَنتَ ٱلۡعَلِيمُ ٱلۡحَكِيمُ (٣٢
Maha Suci Engkau! Tiada ilmu bagi kami…Melainkan apa yang Engkau ajari kami, Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Tahu, Maha Bijaksana
-Al-Baqarah: 32

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau adalah tujuan hidupku dan KeredhaanMu menjadi harapanku..

For the past few days, a have been receiving a lot of bad news as well as wild allegation that is being thrown towards me. Well, let me make it clear. It is sad that some of them graduated but a simple word also they don’t understand. “Ustaz” or “Ustazah” is a words used for those who are under the category as “teachers”. “Teachers” are equal to “Asatizah” & “Pendidik”. “Ustaz” is for a male teacher in the Arabic language. While in Malay it is “Cikgu”. So? What is the big deal when people call us “Ustaz”?? It is just an address form. Not something high and mighty.

Buah Cempedak di luar pagar,
Buah Berangan di dalam kuali.
Kata sudah banyak belajar,
Takkan itu pun tak faham lagi.

Another thing is a bout “pengiktirafan” or qualification. Well, if you are trying to talk about hukum etc, so let us debate about it. Is there any specific nas or dalil from Al-Quran or Al-Hadis that indicated that “you must graduate and must be iktiraf (by any organisation or bodies) before you could teach and preach??”

If there is, please show and tell me. But so far, No.

But if you are trying to say about “Certificate”, I would like to ask you a question first. All this ilmu come from Allah s.w.t which was send to Jibrail a.s. then it was passed down to Rasulullah s.a.w. Is there any specific certificate that Rasulullah received from Jibrail a.s? Where is the certificate? Is there such thing as that?

Let’s us stop condemning others and find failed about others. We are just a normal human being. Whether you are a “Ustaz” or not we are still the same in the eyes of Allah s.w.t. Even you graduated from Al-Azhar, Makkah, Madinah etc, but when it comes to Ilmu, you have to be tawaduk. Our knowledge compared to Allah s.w.t is just like the bubbles in the ocean. So please..

Jika kita menghalang orang membuat kebaikan, apatah lagi berdakwah ke jalan Allah s.w.t, layakkah kita bergelar sebagai seorang Muslim? Seorang Muslim seharusnya menyukai akan apa yang dilakukan oleh saudara Muslimnya…

Mengapa harus mencari keredhaan dan pengiktirafan Manusia tetapi bukan keredhaan dan pengiktirafan dari Allah s.w.t.?

(وَمَنۡ أَصۡدَقُ مِنَ ٱللَّهِ حَدِيثً۬ا (٨٧
Adakah sesiapa yang lebih benar perkataannya dari Allah?
An-Nisa’:87

Sepertimana Rasulullah s.a.w telah bersabda yang bermaksud:
“Sesungguhnya Allah tiada melihat kepada rupa kamu dan amalan kamu, tetapi Dia melihat kepada hati dan niat kamu..”

Ya Allah, aku mohon keampunanMu. Ampunkanlah dosa kedua ibubapaku. Dosa guru-guruku, dosa para-para pelajarku dan semua dosa Muslimin & Muslimat yang masih hidup mahupun yang telah kembali kepadaMu.

Ya Allah, tiada daya kekuatan melainkan Engkau yang menolongku. Tiada apa yang aku miliki kerana apa yang ada adalah milikMu Ya Allah.

Ya Allah, sesungguhny kehidupanku hanya untuk Engkau dan keredhaanMu menjadi harapanku. Janganlah Engkau hampakan harapan kami ini Ya Allah. Tunjukilah kami ke jalan yang Engkau redhai agar kami dapat menyebarkan agamaMu yang Suci Ya Allah..

Pimpinlah kami ke jalan yang lurus..Sesungguhnya, Engkau lah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. Amin Ya Robbal ‘Alamin

It is hard to forgive. But it has to be done. Why should we spend the rest of our life thinking about it, and why not move on...

Salam… Well, if I wish you Salam Aidilfitri it is rather late right? Anyway, just want say that I would like to seek forgiveness to all for my past mistake that I have done and I hope you will be able to forgive my mistake as we as a normal human being never failed to commit the mistake.

Lately, a few things happen that really saddened me. Well, I just don’t know why. I have been having the mixed feeling that is really irritating me of course. It is really bitter and painful. But, this is life. Upon answering to my PA question that day when we had a good chat, “Will you forgive him?’ and ‘do you keep any grudges against him?”

My answer is, it’s really hard to forgive, but it has to be done. Why should I spend the rest of my life thinking about it, and why not move on. I meant there is still a lot for me to learn, and improve as time come by. We are all a normal human being, the servant of Allah s.w.t. We are not perfect. We are not good or noble. We are nothing in His eyes. Therefore, I believe that we should forgive, but I will never forget.

What is there to keep grudges against anyone? What will I gain? I will never ever keep any grudges against anyone even it is bitter and painful.

Akar nibung meresap,
Akar mati dalam perahu.
Terbakar kampong kelihatan asap,
Terbakar hati, siapa yang tahu.

To Whom It May Concern, I know that it is hard to overcome what have happen before. But, why? Why should we be crying and hoping when the answer is a clear signal. At times, it is really painful and bitter than bitter gout. Yes, we don’t want that to happen. Never have we wanted it to happen. But, it did. It’s all in His Hands, The Almighty Allah s.w.t. So, we have to learn, and move on. Moving on is not easy, but as we do, we are learning. We learn from the past, and never to repeat it again. Never fail to seek His guidance during your daily prayers, only Him can give us the strength..

“Tiada daya kekuatanku, melainkan dengan pertolonganMu Ya Allah..”

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Assalamualaikum Wr. Br.

Im back!! Alhamdulillah, after all the problem in the hospital etc, im finally home again with the family and have started all my daily routines nornally. :)

Where shall i start? hmm... ok, lets begin with the operation 1st, it was a total huge problem then. I was supposed to be operated on 6 July at ard 10am to 12noon. Therefore, i start fasting from the 12am (the night before) and went to the hospital at ard 7am in the morning as my admission time was 8am. After changing and lying down the bed, the nurse came for interview etc. She told me that im not that well as im having a slight cough and runnning nose. Therefore, i was later being informed that the operation was cancel and i was being discharge??? Understand that? I was on the bed was like only ard 2hrs and was then later being inform to go home. Hah:)

They postponed it to 13 July, a week later. However, i was admitted the day before which was 12 July. Before that on the very day, had a breakfast session with close family members as well as the 2 PAs. Had a good time. Then headed to the hospital at ard 12.30pm. However, on this day, i had a spontaneous fever causing me to shiver badly. It occurs at ard 3pm till the next day which was the operation day. That night, i was brought for X-rays. By then, my temperature was like ard 38.6...(nasib baik bukan H1N1).

It was a miracle when the specialist came at ard 11.30pm telling me that my lungs have expanded almost 100%. Alhamdulillah. At first, its collapsed to 30%, and now...Alhamdulilla. Segala Puji Hanya Bagi Allah. I was send home the next day. My fever is getting worst till my highest reading was 39.6dgr!!! On Monday after....:) But, im fined now:) :)

Ok, the planing for Kasih Ramadan (KR) is going very well. The floor plan is out for the day. And this year will be different frm the last year. Well done to the organizing committee (Pemuda Azfar).